Tallulah Willis: Rare Bird, Gebunden

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For readers of Anne Marie Tendler's Men Have Called Her Crazy and Griffin Dunne's Friday Afternoon Club comes a memoir of exploration from Tallulah Willis about identity, of the unseen undercurrent of growing up as commodity of public perspective, of what you keep, what you shed, and what you learn to love in yourself when there is nowhere left to hide.

Tallulah Willis was born into a judgmental world that was already looking at her before she ever had a chance to look at herself. Her father, Bruce Willis: the rugged, heroic action star seemed unbeatable. Her mother, Demi Moore: the face of a generation, beautiful, iconic, almost mythical. Tallulah grew up amid their massive celebrity, learning how to attract attention, but more so, learning how to disappear---how to charm, deflect, and pretend things were okay---while she was, in fact, imploding.

In Rare Bird , Tallulah writes with sharp clarity and a dark, self-aware humor about the moments of fear, abandonment, rejection, and public scrutiny that broke her. From her eating disorders and stimulant abuse to failed treatments and the cautious performances of "everything's fine." And always, the mirror---reflecting a face that was continually criticized in comparison to the unrealistic standard of her mother's flawless features.

Despair and shame took root in Tallulah on a cellular level, leading to an obsession with trying to change her outward appearance, constantly striving toward beauty and thinness---the only currency that mattered in the world in which she lived. Then came the brutal reckoning of her father's diagnosis of frontotemporal dementia that cracked the family open, grief, and the idea of losing her connection to her father now an everyday reality.

Multiple residential treatments to deal with her ongoing trauma eventually led to the long-overdue diagnoses of autism and ARFID, which Tallulah knew didn't necessarily fix her, but did explain the patterns, the overwhelm, the masking she had endured and projected for so long. For the first time, Tallulah could understand that she was not in fact "broken" or "too much." But instead, she could stop trying to perform, striving for "normal," and just be. Live in her truth.

A raw and honest account of a young woman who's been shattered by life, seeking out the fragments and lovingly and intentionally putting herself back together.